So for the past few days I’ve been re-reading my old posts. It’s been interesting and revealing to see where I was in 2016 when I started and how this project has evolved over the years. One thing that sticks out is how raw the early posts were. If nothing else I have come a long way as a writer. So for fun I’ve re-written the very first (okay technically the second) post using the experience I’ve gained to hopefully make it better. I think it still comes across as honest, vulnerable, and authentic but communicates my idea more effectively. Enjoy the post and if you want to help out go read the original and let me know what you think.
Inside each of us, there’s a fight raging. For me, it’s between two pit bulls—Worthless and Worthwhile. This blog is my way of choosing which one I’ll feed. For a long time, I let Worthless have the upper hand. He’s sneaky, feeding on even the best moments, like a weed that steals nourishment from healthy growth.
Worthless and Worthwhile have been with me forever, but only recently did I decide to name them. Worthless tells me I have nothing valuable to say. He whispers that any accomplishment is just luck, not something I earned. But Worthwhile… he reminds me of the times I helped someone, of the moments I did good. He shows me that I’m not just here by accident.
Have you ever felt like Worthless gets more than his share of food? Like he’s always one step ahead, twisting the things you’re proud of into things you doubt? You’re not alone. Together, we can learn to feed Worthwhile.
Through this blog, I’m exploring how to overcome feelings of worthlessness and actively nurture a sense of purpose. If you’ve ever struggled with self-doubt, I invite you to join me on this journey. I’ll be honest about when Worthless gets his portion, and I’ll celebrate when Worthwhile grows stronger. This time, things are going to be different.
Father God,
Thank you for guiding me for all these years. Help me to continue to communicate effectively with all those you lead to these pages. Let these writings always glorify you and serve your kingdom.
Amen
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